PD strapped me in and took the metal frame; then spun me around and round. He desired me to do some thing, which I still refused, so he tormented me a few, caning, flogging, turning. The spinning did me in. It’s a feeling, being crammed into a person and feeling helpless, and not able to escape, and also being flipped around and around, feeling like you are likely to fall on your face sometime , necessarily . Exhilarating in a sense, and you think, oh it’s not so awful, until it occurs again and again, and then you realize no, no longer. So I reluctantly gave in, and I hated feeling like I’d given in, so that I became dim.
He stuck me into a hood and took out me, and I had a panic attack. I didn’t believe I could manage it and was suffocating, and felt like I could not breathe. I consented to attempt it again and finally relented. The time was not as awful, but I felt like I was about to suffocate, and I was scared. He stuck , and eventually let me after what felt like an eternity. Then he hoisted me. Alright, so here, yet another thing; I am afraid to death of heights. Especially in a cage, and I was stuck in the cage, so that I cried till I was at the peak of the barn, as I pulled me higher and higher into the air. He left me there screaming.
The day’s over, and it’s nearly time to go home. I really feel like I’ve been relieved of something. Everytime I’m here, there’s normally 2 which is more intense than the others or a session, and that I feel vaccinated later. It has to perform some kind of harm, some kind of fear. That I feel like I really do wind up facing myself ultimately, and let me confront my fears, and I am challenged by them here however, and it is an excellent feeling. It is something treatment never can do, but it is interesting about this world, it gives something so from the normal, it lets you be a person for a moment. It more than anything, eases you. And so for me, allows me to really trust people for a little while at least. I can not wait to return for another session!
You leave the farm awed, never having realized there was a whole world out there, behind closed doors. It is time to go back home to your life, to the ordinary. You’re pleased to go back, but you need a few things to contemplate now, ideas and thoughts run on your mind, new doors have been opened to youpersonally, your eyes opened. What do you? The figure says “Goodbye, you are always welcome again!” You will be back.
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